"We saw her thoughts, and they were all focused on the job."

We saw her thoughts during House of X/Powers of X. We also saw her thoughts during a lot of other times pre-Hickman.

Honestly, this is all just your own belief that the retcon wiped everything away, not the actual proof.

Also, they aren't, actually. She has a fairly big nervous breakdown during her journal entries. And just because we don't see something doesn't mean it didn't happen.

In any case, it's clear you don't care and no proof would actually sway you anyway, so bye.